The Awakening

It was the election of 2020 and as I was getting up that morning, I felt different. I am a conservative, so I was not disappointed, just plain confused. The screen time I was watching was putting Trump way ahead and then something happened. Well, I thought to myself, this is just how it goes or does it? Now, this is not a political post, this is my story. My heart was racing, I needed to take my three prescriptions to fill like I belonged in this world. Without them I would be lost. I felt better once I popped the pills. Something was different though, I felt at peace. I was somehow blanketed over the night with serenity. I looked outside, it looked brighter, even though we were close to winter. A presence within me was telling me it was going to be okay. However, this presenence told me to start researching on my own to learn the truth. So, I did, and I went down a rabbit hole for good and for the bad.

The average screen time for adults these days is six to seven hours! You read it, a day. You are getting your information from news outlets, socail media, social influencers, and hit series that are on during the night. I got on a search engine which no one could track and started questioning events. Such as the moon landing, 9/11, World War II, election history. I was finding some pretty interesting facts that I had not read before. So, I got on facebook and started writing puns, riddles, deep questions. I was then called a Q anon from a family member and this person yelled at me for questioning things. Which was weird because they didn’t have facebook. So, others were informing this person of my writing. After writing many posts, I was told I needed to start writing a blog. So, I did in spring of 2021. These family members who informed me they would not talk to me if I continued my writing, I no longer talk too. It only took me four years of put downs to come to the realization that they didn’t want to hear my truth. It was nothing to do with them, it was me waking up and knowing there was something there I needed to know. People thought I was crazy and instead of asking me if I was okay, the people closest to me were embarrased. In fact, they were more worried what people thought of them, then just letting me ride the wave.

Where am I going with this? I hardly get on the news anymore because I don’t know what is real. I will say though, they are the ones who have made this world against each other. They are the ones who created hate, inequality, diversity. I have run through a couple of shows I used to watch back in the day, and they are pushing inequality, they are pushing for hate. You guys don’t even know it. Grey’s Anatomy was one of them. And my question to you is,”How come their equipment they use at their hospital is so much more advanced than ours.” The hospital beds we have now, were actually used in this show way before we got them. These shows are showing you the future. The show “Shameless” mentions Bitcoin in 2016. If you would have bought into Bitcoin in 2016, you wouldn’t be doing your daily job. You would be doing something you love. And why is it, we have only been to the moon once? Why is it we have two people stranded in space and we can’t get them home? Where is all the money going? Did we truly get on the moon? Just a thought, guys!

Why am I being offered 10 percent off at Alberstons for each vaccine? Why do I have to write a religious exemption at work to not get vaccines? Why are people so chronically ill? If you are on more than five medications, you need to be questioning yourself on why you weren’t given alternatives such as dietary changes, exercise, or therapy. Hospitals get incentives if they use pharmaceuticals, they also get incentives on vaccinations. If vaccinations are so good, why are they not making you healthier? We are giving people injections to lose weight. They didn’t have this back in the day. People exercised, watched what they ate and didn’t have the news or the phones to watch. Processed foods weren’t there either. Please start waking up! If you read this and totally disagree with what I am writing, that’s okay. I am still the positive person you met and just because you choose differently than I do, doesn’t mean you need to go against me. You can have a conversation and be civil about it. We may agree to disagree, but I don’t hold anything against you for a different view. This world we live in will come together one day, you just wait. Whether I am right or wrong, or you are right or wrong. We will come to together in the light. We may go through the darkness for a bit, but always look up and know you went through was for this moment. The only way forward is for you to love yourself, heal the past and live in the present. For when you are truly happy within yourself, you are free.