2025! What a year! The emotional highs and lows were palpable due to outside influence including work, news, weather, social media, and most importantly, the people you surround yourself with. I don’t know about you, but this year kicked my ass emotionally…..in a good way. I figured out who I don’t want to be, however,Continue reading “2025 vs. Cancer Diagnosis”
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The Quick Fix
I don’t know where to even start with this. I have been in such a lonely/not lonely state. I go to work, and I see all these cancers, unhealthy individuals, polypharmacy, and I ask myself, “why in the hell am I contributing to this?” I had two patient’s on my floor with turbo cancers andContinue reading “The Quick Fix”
When are they going to find out?
I am going on twenty years as a nurse, and I did come down with a mild case of pneumonia and so I am sitting in my house and I am stewing. What am I stewing about, you may ask? The fact the hospital puts on a donation ball every year so they can raiseContinue reading “When are they going to find out?”
How do we do this?
I was sitting at my counselor’s office this afternoon and she asked me what I want to do in life? Over the six to seven years that I have been seeing her; I am still at a loss. My main drive is to change healthcare. I just don’t believe in it anymore. Now, yes, IContinue reading “How do we do this?”
Why do I Stay?
After my last post, I have asked myself why I stay at a job where we don’t get compensation for our moral and emotional tolls? The answer is simple. I was put here to help humankind. As, I relive the moment where my brother who I rarely communicate with anymore was the one to tellContinue reading “Why do I Stay?”
Definition of Happiness
What is the definition of happiness? Looking it up now…..”an agreeable feeling or condition of the soul arising from good fortune or propitious happening of any kind.” LOL, looking up propitious, “convenient, favorable, or kind. Showing signs of a favorable outcome.” I didn’t know what propitious meant. Okay, so what I am seeing here, isContinue reading “Definition of Happiness”
Anger is Fear
I talked about being angry is last week and I wanted to write about it. A text message came through on my phone and it shook me a little. I don’t know if the other person intended to come across short or snide. So, I took the easy route which in fact was the hardContinue reading “Anger is Fear”
Validation
There is something missing at home to where I don’t feel comfortable. I made the comment to my other half which was, “I don’t feel anxious when I am at work.” Now, being a nurse, this is a bold statement. Now, the first fifteen years at work, yes, I was always anxious. Now this couldContinue reading “Validation”
Shedding
Supposedly the body regenerates itself every couple of years, however, the only way for this “shedding” to occur is to keep a positive mindset and shed the people who no longer serve you. This is a hard process because you have to stop believing in your old habits and create ones to make you happier,Continue reading “Shedding”
Dispensing Pills, Popping Pills
You read it! This is going to be the title of my new book. My final draft is done and now my cover is being designed! Waahooo. I am on a little vacation, and I brought a book with me. I had a sticky note in there, and it reads, “Life doesn’t have the problem,Continue reading “Dispensing Pills, Popping Pills”