So, this has been a road trip not only for vacation, but for self development. As situations were building up back home it was good to get away and be able to set aside and forget the pressures that were increasing. Not only relationship wise, but the continuing change of the job front. As relationshipsContinue reading “Internal Judgement”
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Year in Review!
It’s officially been one year since I started this amazing journey writing to all of you who are reading. I want to start by saying that I truly appreciate your support, kind words, and motivation to keep me going on! When I first started this reflection on my past, I honestly can say I wasContinue reading “Year in Review!”
How Much?!
As essentials are going up in price day by day, we are getting anxious, are we not? This is all I hear when I look on my phone, when I overhear conversations, when I fill up my car. I have made goals for myself this week. Stop looking at my phone! My goodness, the amountContinue reading “How Much?!”
Letting Go
It is apparent our past makes us who we are today, but what if we let go of the past and truly only lived in the present moment. How would your life change? If you had the ability to forgive and forget everything before this moment in time, what kind of feelings would you letContinue reading “Letting Go”
Love vs. Acceptance
This week has been a weird energy week. Lots of ups and downs. 2-22-2022. They say their is an energy shift, well, I can feel it! This week brought up a lot of past memories, old habits, and an overall understanding as to what we are living for. My old habit of anxiety creeped upContinue reading “Love vs. Acceptance”
Self Doubt
Self doubt pretty much sums up fear. Why are we so full of self doubt? My parents always supported me when I got a good grade or when I did well in a basketball game. However, it was me who always thought to myself, “I could have done better.” Could I of though? Yes, youContinue reading “Self Doubt”
Relationships
Relationships are hard! I have been in a few….too many. Nah, I used to get be so hard on myself as to why my relationships didn’t work or when I broke up with someone, they just excelled thereafter. Why did they become more motivated after the relationship ended? It’s called being stuck and truly notContinue reading “Relationships”
Your Day Follows Your Word
I’m finally tuning in to the space around me. I’m more aware of each present moment that comes. My past is dissolving as I keep growing. I was having a conversation at work the other day and I replied, “You have to let go, to grow.” You know when I write these, I want toContinue reading “Your Day Follows Your Word”
Perfection is Fear
So, I was beginning to start my new adventure and then a vacation came up. I tried so hard for it not to change my motivation, but now I am back, pieces are moving differently personally, and these last two days have been not been my best work. Is it motivation or is fear arising?Continue reading “Perfection is Fear”
Vacation Blues
So I am sitting outside in Hawaii, watching the ocean and I reminisce about how each time I go on vacation, I get depressed. How in the hell does one get depressed on vacation? I have really had to think about this. I have drawn a couple conclusions. One, my thoughts tell me I don’tContinue reading “Vacation Blues”